bluedtiny

i have been telling myself for a while now,
that i will no longer think of you
but everytime i sit and think somehow
i can't stop but further think of you

shall this feeling pass, will it ever go away?
if i ever tell you, would you ever care?
because i dont want to push you the other way
if it will, then i won't even dare

some say i'm a fool,
some say it's crazy stuff
but when it comes to my heart,
i dont think it's ever enough

so when you look at me again
i'll try to fake a smile and grin
for since it has been nothing but pain
i'll act cool even if i'm  inches within...